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That line fixed something in me. Not my heart — my work . We confuse authority with maturity
But the fantasy ? The fantasy is safe. It’s a rehearsal space for adult emotions. You learn longing. You learn the difference between admiration and wanting to be saved. You learn that some feelings are meant to stay inside a spiral notebook, not acted upon. I wrote extra essays I didn't have to write